Wild Flame (The Wild: A Rock Star Romance Book 2) by Micalea Smeltzer

Author:Micalea Smeltzer [Smeltzer, Micalea]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-02-09T18:30:00+00:00

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Kira

“Kira!”

I put my hands over my ears, sobbing. I can’t hear his voice. I can’t hear any more of what he has to say.

Showing up here to tell me he almost fucked another woman? What was he thinking? And why does it hurt so damn much?

“Kira!”

“Go away,” I whisper brokenly, and I know there’s no chance he even heard the two words.

I drop to my knees, wrapping my arms around myself as I cry.

You don’t even love him. You don’t love him, Kira. You don’t love him.

I tell myself this over and over again, but each time I do it feels less and less true.

I can blame him all I want, but the fact is, we’ve both made a ginormous mess of things.

I gag at the image I conjure of him and some nameless woman when only weeks ago he was touching me on the hotel bed.

Jumping up, I run to the bathroom and yank my hair back just in time to throw up in the toilet.

My biggest fear has always been ending up like my mother. Attracted to men who hurt me, crying over losers who aren’t worth my time.

I’ve become an exact replica of the woman I never wanted to be.

When I’m certain I’m done throwing up I sit with my back against the wall, bowing my head.

How did things get so screwed up? Where did I go wrong to end up like this?

I press a hand to my growing belly, at the little life I was so hesitant of in the beginning and now I cling on to as a source of hope.

My son.

I have to make things better for him, and that means cutting Rush out of my life. Maybe he can get his shit together, I want to believe that, but my life and our son’s life is better off without him right now.

I rub a tear off my cheek, wondering what would’ve happened if I told him I loved him back in the hotel.

Would we still have ended up like this—or would we have lived blissfully ever after?

I want to believe we could’ve been happy, things could’ve been good, but I know in my heart it’s not true.

We’re both train wrecks waiting to happen—his just did, and mine … mine must be around the corner. Waiting to sneak up on me.

I pick myself up off the floor, dust myself off like I always have, and brush my teeth before getting back into bed.

I tell myself not to think about it, Rush isn’t my concern, but my heart aches for him and anger still simmers at what he did—because at the end of the day, I might’ve told him I can never love him, but it was a lie.

I already do.

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